Get Used

Got hurt pretty bad today. I didn't know I was driving myself up towards it. But I guess it happened. I didn't want to be the root to problems because for once I wanted to feel normal but somehow...

No matter how much they say it, reality stays. I couldn't find peace or resolve the issue quickly to move on. I had to get hurt. I got hurt pretty bad. I couldn't. I was a loser.

Im feeling the pressure from people and family. I need it all to stop. But it just won't. I hurt others when I'm hurt and that makes me someone no one wanna be with.

I'm sorry I can't be perfect. Why it gotta hurt so bad?

I don't know what I'm doing right anymore.