That almost feeling..

It's been a very long since I wrote. And I remember earlier instances where I almost started a diary but didn't. So this is what those instances have manifested into. This is why the almost feeling is such an important trigger. It eventually leads you to doing something about things. One of the many several trigger areas to get your shit together in life.

I emphasize the importance of making meaningful use of time because of how limited of a resource it apparently is. How you choose to spend it will define how much you actually value it in order to make the most out of it. That's why if it's valuable to you, you wouldn't want to waste it on unnecessary thoughts or actions. And of course, there will be downfalls and when that happens. Listen to me, forget the theory on top and take all the time you need to recuperate. Just remember to get back up after all the pity parties.

For myself, I managed to successfully create a list of priorities that will help manage my time wisely based on my interests at heart. As of now, I want zero disruptions to holding me back from what I want to do. I want to be able to create the perfect gown and be one of the best makeup artists. I want to be able to steer clear of road blocks or pitfalls. Okay maybe not steer clear, but to always have a back up for the initial plan. And then, back up for the back up and so on and so forth. Because unlike you lucky readers out there, things don't always turn out like how I want them to. Also, to be completely honest, it feels intimidating to have the goals written but what's good is that this will help to push you further to achieve them. Lastly, seize every opportunity you can get to solve problems whether it's at work or with the people you care about. Because zero problems = zero stress = higher productivity levels. Lastly, always seek useful knowledge, again, nothing comes clean, do your necessary filtering to benefit your intake.

When everything goes smooth, there will be instances whereby you start hitting yourself thinking that you were stupid not to listen to all the adults saying what you should have pursued. Stop, breathe, get some water and think. 20 30 years down the road, would this really be the biggest disappointment of your life or would it be an even bigger disappointment had you not followed your heart?

It's going to be tiring and nerve-wrecking and maybe even a little painful I don't know but this is how you're actually paving your way to inner peace. Slowly but surely, like a friend or two have once or twice reminded, all these good things take time. And I suppose the longer the wait, the more the end result will be worth it.

I wanna thank every person who has motivated me one way or another, please kiss yourself for me. I love all of you and even if I can't demonstrate it well. Thank you.