Dark Corner Days

It's those kind of days again. 

The kind of days that make you want to just lie in front of your laptop, wrapped in your favourite comforter with a box of tissues on your right and Ayataka green tea on the left. Don't ask me why Ayataka... That is what I'd do if I was back at home but since I'm here, it's just Ayataka, me and my phone tonight at one dark corner of a room.

It is those days where you just need to be left alone to reflect on your past actions and life. And I can tell you if I start playing my playlist now, the tears will start rolling and it would never stop. I'm going to blame it on monthly flows as of now because nothing has actually happened today to make me feel this way again.

I just know I'm likely in the most sensitive state right now and that is why I can't be around people so much. It happens to a lot of people. I used to depend on people a lot. But I've learnt not to so much. Not doing the bottling up method also because I'm really not a fan of bursting once I'm filled up to the brim.

I wanted to write more.. But not today gahhhh, Oh wells