Day 1 of pretending I have no money. But its true I really dont. Im living off bread and spread and whatever's in the fridge. But for some odd reason, I really dont feel like eating anything... like AT ALL. But these hunger pangs are making it so hard to do anything.
Water tastes bitter. Food fills me up real quick even before I could finish my meal. But then the pangs come back. ITS just so weird that I get so much pangs. when im not emotionally hungry for food. Like, is there a way that I cld numb the pangs. I tried water, But they fill me up a weird way. Im taking sips of it. To kinda distract the pangs.
Frankly, Im not ready to move forward. Im being forced to get a job when Im not ready to go back to doing jobs. Yall dont get it. ISTG if one more human being dismisses my opinions about this, Imma flip.
No, no its not fair. Its not fair I have to do this all on my own. ITS JUST FUCKING UNFAIR. But who the fuck gives a shit.
Fuck yall.
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