Was it worth it?

Was it worth it, wasting your whole life, impressing the people around you but yourself?

The posts for the next couple of months here will be fucking boring, depressing and demoralising so, just letting know whoever reads this fucking fucked up blog to give it a break first. While I get my shit together.

~~~~~Now you can wait your whole life wondering

When it's gonna come or where it's been.

You may have got your heart broken

A few times in the past

Never last strong as it used to,

Don't feel as good as it used to (before)

And all the things you used to say,

Things you used to do, went right out the door

Oh no more, will you be the one

That's what you tell everyone around you

But you know they've heard it all before

What more can you say

When love won't let you, walk away

And you can't help who you love

And you find yourself giving it away

When you think you're in love~~~~~

Your friends are telling you to move on. Your family's telling you to work. 

But you head's only stubborn to only listen to one fucking voice. The 'him' is sick and tired. Girl, why can't you accept that? 

Heart needs fixing before the brain gets to work.