Bottleneck

I know it can be hard for a lot of people to open up simply because they do not want to get hurt. Then, they forever stay in their own comfort zones, totally adamant about wanting to know what lies on the outside.

But you know, these kind of people actually make people like us, the people who constantly have to express themselves by opening up to the world, feel absolutely stupid about themselves. It is very frustrating and not forgetting, unfair because people like us want to believe that by opening up we are actually assuring the receivers that we're not gonna hurt nobody. Problem is, the introverts that we open up to do not reciprocate the same gesture.
Then next step: should we totally move away from these people or should we give them more time.
(PS: time is earth's scarce resource. time is limited and therefore precious)

For me, I am the most impatient brat in the entire universe and when I feel that people don't reciprocate, I walk away.It's what I've been doing but recently, there's been a twist in the way my life normally works. I'm actually changing myself to tune in to these people, which is really painful for me. Because despite the fact that I'm insensitive towards them, I ask myself, have they actually thought about my situation?
My selfish, impusive, willing-to-put-it-out-there kind of personality that gets rejected almost all the time because either I fail to impress people or my attitude is simply atrocious. It's not easy and why the fuck do I have to apologise all the time?
Reality check: people like me, we exist, we really do, deal with it.