thanks

I wanna thank my friends for disposing of me. I always felt like a burden around everyone. It feels very liberating to free myself from that state of mind. 

28's going to be the year my brain's gon be fully developed. I pray that it uses its capacity to continue to learn and unlearn whatever's necessary. It isn't your fault, the space provided was the best you could have. This is how I'll take care of myself, not push myself too hard emotionally. I am terrified of breaking down. Yes, it's important to get uncomfortable but not break down. 

I see things with my own true lens and I see people are not kind because they want to be kind but because it benefits them. My idealistic views on the world have got to be dragged down to zero expectation and self-improvement is so much more productive. Yes, it's hard when it feels like you're the only one practising good but it will be worth it. 

You won't spend another night feeling guilty and fooling yourself that it's okay to be cruel. You want to be kind, so just be kind. It doesn't matter if you get hurt, you like to be nice. That's just you so stop behaving in the opposing persona because that's what's draining you of your energy and soul.

My plan is to not have a plan and just live. One day at a time. Because life's not meant to be rushed. 

Okay, we're set. One day, one time.