Chicken Pox at 19 Y/O &%$$%#@%$^#$^!!

I had chicken pox at 19. really embarrassing. When has something not been embarrassing in my life?

I CANNOT BELIEVE MY LIFE IS TURNING INTO A NEVER ENDING WHIRLPOOL OF COMPLICATIONS AND FUCKS.

I wont even start to explain all that's happened. I don't wish to remember them all.

These few days being quarantined at home (listening to taylor swift) have made me realise the importance of knowing that I should be comfortable in whatever skin I'm in. Whether it's scaley, burnt or dry, I'm gonna live through it all. Although I'm not too sure how I'm gonna live with the scars. ALL of it.

So I'm right at home, and well, nothing much has happened, except I just know everything is going to be alright in the future. I really hope my life turns back to its normal, sufficiently bearable amount of stress kind-of-life.

Then again, I'm not a baby, after what I've been through I don't think I'll be sulking over many issues for now. Life is short. Really short.