Results

For the past couple of days, I had alot of thoughts about my future.

After receiving the lousy results, despite my proactive strategies in ensuring I dont get below 3 again for sem 2, I realise I have neglected my studies and haven't really gone deep into what my course is all about.

Learning to love it is one thing but ensuring I ace every single assignment is the hard part. Im cracking my brains over how I can do better year 2 of my course, which is going to be alot more harder. And honestly, first year was quite a struggle for me.

I just feel myself falling down deeper into a hole or a canal. And I wont come out at all. I gotta push my boundaries. Its going to be hard. And thats why I need a plan. But where to start? How do I actually plan for a success..

I really wanna do well in this shit. Cuz I wanna make em proud. They've spent so much money on me. I just feel so diaappointed in myself. Howw could I just waste my parent's money like that.

I have to make it this time. Since, I didnt the first time.