Where roses thrive, and make me whole.
- Syazana
Roses are so stunning. They're so deep red, the colour of blood that indicates a love so passionate and divine that you share with a person. Why am I even dreaming about roses when I don’t even have a person?
Maybe it’s because, deep down, the idea of love has always fascinated me—the kind of love that is fierce and unyielding, the kind that people write poems and songs about. Roses symbolize that kind of love, the kind that feels almost unattainable, yet so desirable. But what does it mean to want a bouquet of roses when there’s no one to give them to me?
Perhaps the roses aren’t about a person at all. Maybe they represent something I’m longing for within myself—something beautiful, something that signifies love, even if it’s self-love. The idea of receiving roses has always seemed like an external validation of being cherished, but why do I need someone else to give me that? Why can’t I give it to myself?
I think I want a bouquet of roses because I want to feel worthy of that kind of love, whether it’s from another person or from within. It’s not about having someone else to share it with; it’s about recognizing that I deserve to be loved, passionately and deeply, by myself. I don’t need to wait for someone to give me roses; I can pick them for myself.
So maybe I’m dreaming about roses because they remind me of the love I’m capable of, the love I deserve, even if it starts with me. I want a bouquet of roses not because I need someone to give it to me, but because I want to honour the love I can cultivate for myself—a love that’s as vibrant, deep, and enduring as those red petals.

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