Hot Air

I know that there is a mixture of good and bad in the world, and in every good, there is bad vice versa. I often indulge in the thinking that everything is bad in this world and what appears good would probably never last. That part of me hasn't changed. 

It is the kind of thinking that is highly toxic and sometimes be quite erratic. It ruins a perfect image of a perfect girl living in a perfect world. And I know what, maybe some of you will also agree is that, this form of thinking also somehow develops a blanket of assurance that quickly settles the anxiety that is going to come with in any situation that we're going to face.

I fear anxiety, how it would sometimes overcome me and control me. And I hear lots of people share their experiences with it and how they are slowly accepting it into their lives, making anxiety close to what may seem to be a powerless emotion over them.

There is a sense of hope in listening to those wonderful stories. And I'm inspired to take good care of myself. And I vow to hopefully get to do that for the next few years of my life. I know I probably haven't got much time left. But, it's worth it. Join me in this journey of self discovery even though, perhaps no one is actually reading this, I still feel less alone. Hah.