Sometimes

Sometimes I forget all the good that I do for people.
And some even take me for granted or better yet, leave me.
I might have shown my weak side to all of you, but that doesn't make me weak as an overall.
So tell me once you've disposed of the thoughts that I need people like you, (People that I show my vulnerable side to) because believe it or not.. I will get rid of you from my worries and pain that easily.
Its not because I am egocentric and self-centered, which I am but because you chose to see me as someone who needed you so badly that I'd actually die without you.
Im sorry.. I will always remember all that you did for me. How much I changed for the best of our friendship.
But if you just see it in your perspective, your own worldly perspective. So be it.
Im too sad and been beaten up too long. I kept quiet for too long. I dont wish to correct anything anymore.