TFIOS

I dont know why I thought about this while watching the movie, "The fault in our stars" But I think I guess I was in that state of disbelief.
Just because I dont believe in true love or happy endings in you-know-what, it doesnt give me the right to ruin it for the others. Others are still searching in that delusional state that true happiness exists in this world.
Deep down inside, I know none of that is real. At least not in this world.
We'll never be truly content with what we have, a small percentage of us will always want more, more than even the greatest form of affection, wealth or knowledge found on this planet.
Gratitude, empathy and selflessness come into the picture, to save us from the monsters we truly are.
Im so sick of love, infatuation shit. Im totally incapable of.

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Jump

You got to be brave
Life will remind you of shitty things but dont let it stop you from achieving your goals, being the person you were born to embrace.

Honestly, Im so sick of the people that I wasted my time on. So pissed. Sometimes, I wish I was in a different realm away from them but nope.. They will always be there. I have no choice but to deal with.

Count to five and JUMP.. Freeeeeedom of mind

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Sometimes

Sometimes I forget all the good that I do for people.
And some even take me for granted or better yet, leave me.
I might have shown my weak side to all of you, but that doesn't make me weak as an overall.
So tell me once you've disposed of the thoughts that I need people like you, (People that I show my vulnerable side to) because believe it or not.. I will get rid of you from my worries and pain that easily.
Its not because I am egocentric and self-centered, which I am but because you chose to see me as someone who needed you so badly that I'd actually die without you.
Im sorry.. I will always remember all that you did for me. How much I changed for the best of our friendship.
But if you just see it in your perspective, your own worldly perspective. So be it.
Im too sad and been beaten up too long. I kept quiet for too long. I dont wish to correct anything anymore.

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Kill me

Im
Judgemental
Fake
And
Pretentious

Okay i need therapy now.

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